I'm fed up looking for a job already.

Everyone wants someone with "at least 6 months experience". I don't have any experience. Ok, so I worked in the dreaded Bear Factory for 2 months. I can stuff bears, and that is a very desirable quality in an employee, I'd say. But no. Apparently that's not good enough.

It's a load of... sweary words. That's what it is.

Urgh. I'm just scunnered.

Now there's a good Scottish word for you!

I swear, if I fill in one more application form with "I'm a bright, bubbly person who works well in a team!" I will pick out my own eyes.

Oh, that reminds me, I need to go to the optician.

It's just so frustrating because I feel fine now. And I get the feeling that people will look at my application, say, "Oh, she has Crohn's disease, she's going to be ill all the time!" and just ignore me. Maybe I'm being paranoid. But I honestly think that's what it is.

They tell you to stick in at school so you can get a job when you leave. Well, hello! I stuck in at school! I did well! And can I get a job? Eh, no.

It's weird. I can get into the third hardest course to get into at Glasgow Uni, I get into Journalism at Strathclyde which has only 30 places or something, but I can't get a job for love nor money.

I've applied to over 20 places. And nothing. Absolutely nothing.

I'm bored stupid. And I have no money and a holiday to pay for in a month's time.

Grrrr.

Just... Grrrr.

And while I'm in a ranty mood, what's with all the sudden "add my band" requests I'm getting on MySpazz?

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR CRAP BAND! And the thing is, they never look at the music section on my profile. Which has "McFly" in bold and "Son of Dork" underlined. Why in the name of blue hell would a pop fan be into DEATH METAL?

Oh my days, I think I need to go lie down.

Posted: Thursday 23 March 2006 13:25:36